Watched house at fel's.
Serps treated zi and I to pepper lunch.

And tomoorow I'm off to taiwan!
so exciting

I have officially joined the ranks of the unemployed.

And i wish my mum would stop being so psycho.

I'd like to say, for the record, that the world finally has hope.
Yesterday, two goodlooking, tall LOCAL guys entered our shop. Can you believe it? ME! Finding cute local guys. Unfortunately, they look too coiffed, that even calling them metrosexuals are an understatement. Sad to say, we declared them to be gay. As the saying goes, "all goodlooking guys are either married or gay." There was another cute local guy but he was short.

When I went out to do something I have no recollection of, I saw this other cute asian guy.
Ate a fortune cookie and guess what it said "Today is the day you will have the oppurtunity to be fated with the ones you want to meet."

Nikki! Sorry for not talking to you too much when you can over. I was really sleepy.>.<

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

This is so true.
Fuck.
My mum has gone bonkers.
Get a grip.

Despite my resolve to diet,
I ended up aving steeamboat
with irene(my manager), her husband, tijah and serp.
I learnt that
watermelons do not grow on trees,
serp actually thought you could cook hair
and there is such a food as fish glue.

I played waith somekids today
and I think it's because they were cute
so I actually bothered with them.
Oh what materialism that lays within me!

I would dearly like to go for a breast reduction and liposuction.
I wish I was anorexic
and I'm not just saying it.
I want so much to get off this island
because it is boring and
chivalry is dead here.

Please give me a gun
I would like to shoot
the guy who let me hold the door for him and his gf
and didn't even say thank you,
the fucking annoying lee hwa roadshow salespeople
and the people who keep touting donations along the corridors of forum.

I am starting to believe in the
"if you're pretty you're pretty" philosophy.
So I should stop buying clothes
as no matter how I dress up in pretty clothes
I'll always remain visually mortifying
and perpectually corpulent.

browncow, snowball
gin fizz, chocolate dream
garlic bread
was what xin and i had at crazy elephant just now.
We went there in hopes of a live band
but all we had were music blasting over the stereos.
Country, blues,
they were all in good taste at least.

I'm working right till 31st december. I feel really reluctant to do so, yet I covet the extra money I would get. Sigh. I'm really in two minds about asking to end early or not.

Two days off is turning me into a cinemaholic bum.
And this life is just great.

I'm so tired. The new stock came in yesterday so we had to rearrange and unpack everything, while business was still on. I reached home at 1a.m last night and my eyes can hardly open now. The new cruise collection isn't very nice, all the pastel matronly colours. Ah well, prl was never my favourite brand anyway. I'm soooo looking forward to the kate moss collection at topshop! (haha sorry for the bimbo moment. lack of sleep befuddles the brain).

What would katy do

Sev's parents were at hilton's LV today so she came by to visit me. And for her treat of hilton's cheesecake i give her this:

THANKS A WHOLE LOT SEV. YOU ROCK BIG TIME.
PEOPLE, PLEASE MAKE FRIENDS WITH HER
AND YOU'LL NEVER GO HUNGRY.

Everyone at work kept saying I'm growing fatter:(((. That is so depressing. And then, they keep feeding me and serp. Haha. If only I had serp's metabolic rate.

I can just read UK's Vogue forever.

Watched dvds at xiangning's house today.
it was pleasant just loafing around
chatting
eating the orange cake her mum made.
I wish everyday was like this.

After work, Serp and I went to Far East to grab a bite. All of us have definetly fallen under the Tijah curse, I'm growing so fat now! At first I was too tired to join's fel's bbq but since I was out already I decided to go crash it.

I made two new friends today! Joleen and Adela! Well not exactly new considering they were from crescent too, but I never spoke to them before so it's not counted. Haha. The bbq was a rather small group but fun anyway! We had steak, green tea fish(adela's concoction), prawns, bagette and marsmellow. I'm so damn stuffed now, my stomach hurts. Played at her gym abit and then we invited ourselves to her house tomorrow. Haha.

Incoherent entry, I know. Fat does that to you. Clogs your brain.

Met up with fel and aud today.
Sat at royal copenhagen tea lounge
had a cappucino and shared a sour cherry almond cake with fel.
The food aint that great over there.
I suppose people just go for the tableware.

Cafe hopped over to crossroad's.
Aud and I were overwhelmed by the exorbitant prices
fel ordered a mushroom ravioli.
It was the first time I saw yello and black striped pasta.
Egged fel to buy the cakes at the Marriot.
Honestly, she is such a sucker for hotel cakes.

Went home early.
My feet hurt.

Hung out with lynne after work yesterday. I got to change in the fitting room:))))))). We wanted to go to the balcongy but nik said it was ex, and when nik says it's ex, I believe it really is. Haha. Ate at billy bombers instead and took neoprints. And since I was with lynne, of course, there was loads of cam whoring.

Links are on the sidebar under nightout2.

After like 2 hours of deliberation, Dawn finally decided that she wanted to go clubbing so lynne and I went down to harborfront mrt to wait for her. But she didnt have enough money for the cabfare so we had to go to the busstop to meet her to pay for her cabfare. Hoho. We were all first timers at st james so we had to go around the place in circles finding the right room. I felt so loser as we kept having to peek in and then leave again as it was the wrong room. It was as if we were being chased out or something.

When we got to the powerstation, we had such a difficult time trying to get change for the locker. Too lazy to put makeup and we decided it was too dark anyway. Squeezing onto the dancefloor was rather difficult but when we did, Dawn and I felt too sober to dance so after a while we went to get our free drinks. Heh heh. The place is seriously understaffed and the bartender took such a long time it totally pissed Dawn off. SO she just took my coupons and ordered 10 tequila shots at one go. I almost balked at the sight of the 5 shot glasses staring at me with the glass of orange slices for taste relief. After downing what was the most alcohol I have ever taken in such a short period of time, I couldn't stand properly. Haha. While waiting for our drinks, there was this middle aged guy who started wiggling to the music and I presum that he was dancing. Totally reminded me of william hung. We just couldnt stop laughing when ever we looked at him.

Went back to the dancefloor and we were finally high enough to dance. But the songs were a bit boring and reppetitive and the crowd were all office people so it was quite boring too. Some guy tried to come and dance with us but dawn and i cut him off. While we were dancing halfway, some girl and guy pulled me up on the platform to dance with them. Being a super noob I totally panicked and was like oh goodness what the fuck?!? Then I kept looking down at lynne and dawn who were alos bewildered and I ended up causing them to get pulled up too. Apparently the gilr realized she knew lynne, but lynne was completely clueless. Joyce(the girl who pulled me up) began dancing with me and I felt so violated, but not wanting to look like a dork I danced back. Haha. Poor lynne got stuck dancing with her guy friend(who we think is not actually her friend) and was touched all over. Managed to escape soon.

Went toilet, then back on the dancefloor for awhile. When we got a little tired already we headed to the bar for lynne to use up her coupons. Dawn saw her bf so she went to look for him and we two sat there for a rest. One guy came up to me and I really couldnt hear what gibberish he was speaking so I tried to ignore him but he kept tapping my shoulder and trying to speak to me. Finally I managed to decipher the words which was in chinese, asking to be friends. I just said no and he kept talking so I just shook my head and was like no no then he finally walked away. Lynne said he was eyeing us for a long time already and was from the same group as the guy who tried to cut into our group earlier on. Pfff. And I thought having no makeup would enable us to evade all that.

There were loads of guys who danced really weirdly. Like the william hung guy and one one the table who totally was just flaying his limbs around. There were a few guys who were so faggoty that they dirtydanced with each other. And my cute guy was also dancing like a dork:(. I think I'm so dead lah. All the guys I thought were cute were white. Sigh.

After seperating from Dawn we had quite some trouble looking for her. Her bf and her had some prob so they went outside, but when all the lights on she came back in. My ears were ringing really badly. Her bf sent lynne and I to my house and we slept till 10+ when I had to go to work. Redbull does wonders. I was totally awake at work. Haha.

You'll never guess what song I'm into now.
I'll make a man out of you by Shan from mulan.
HAHA

I helped a customer hold her kid today. And I don't know what was wrong with me, but I felt really disgusted or something with that writhing creature wailing in my arms. I could still feel the shudders after I handed the child back.
On the other hand, I got to see quite a lot of eyecandies. Especially that huge group who went up the escalator.
On my phantom hand, I'm becoming sooooo uber fat now. I think I'm back to 55kg again)))))))))))):. The most depressing thought ever.

F.U.C.K.
Thou shalt not bail out-eth on people should be made the eleventh commandment.
I swear, I am never going to initiate meetups with my vj classmates ever again. I keep getting bailed out on and I feel like a big fucking loser that has to follow everyone else's lead. I could've worked on nye and two more hours today, but nooooo, I told Irene I had something on. Imagine the extra money I could have made. From now on, money first. I am just going to be a crazed workaholic for the rest of my life with a social life more silent than a graveyard. Xiaoan will be the next Ebenizer Scrooge. Watch out!

WHEEEEE. My mum bought two pairs of shoes for me! A gold-beige ballet pumps and leopard print peeptoe flats. From none other than pull and bear!

The grey ones are indeed a size too small for me. Anyone wants to buy them? They're size 38. Please tag my board and take up the offer!! Haha. And dont worry I've only worn them to try out the size. I'm thinking of selling them at 30 bucks?(Do you like them, twin?)

My feet hurt so much from standing all day, though I shouldnt be one to complain as I work much lesser hours than my twin. I wish that darn blister will hurry up and heal, it's dead worrying that an infection could fester. Disgusting! Work is starting to get dreary now and I keep daydreaming. Haha. But at least everyone is so friendly and funny so I dnt get too bored.

Lalala. My mum got picked up by a guy yesterday while waiting for me and I found out she used to help her journalist friend model for Her World magazine. Sometimes I wonder if we're really related.

Work was filled with gorging and stoning.
Shopped after worked and bought grey ballet pumps at pull and bear, along with some tank tops:).
Ate icecream while waiting for the rain to subside.
I can feel my fats accumulating once again:(((((.

A customer said I have good attitude today. Yay. I'm such a sucker for compliments. Plus, my mum just invited me to go taiwan with her in feb with her friends, and I asked audrey and zi along. I hope one of them can go. If not, i'd be dreadfully bored among a bunch of adults chattering in intricate chinese conversations in which I can only catch a smattering bit of. Ah well, at least I get to travel and see my maternal relatives, eat chicken( honestly, they have really great chicken!) and maybe catch sight of a balding jay chou eh? HAHA.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
have a smashing good year ahead!